I Long

Blog for yesterday, Sunday February 13, 2011...day 44. This photo was taken yesterday...the poem, was not. I wrote it earlier in the week and needed a good post to add it to...yesterday was a good day to be gloomy.

"I Long"

I long for a life

That I can claim as mine

Away from the haze of madness

Away from the burden of limits

I long to be numb

To tear away my heart

To stall my mind

And gain control

Never satisfied with me

Never had the life I want

I dream of simplicity

In my every changing heart

I long for a world

That is all my own

Away from the pain of loss

Away from the burden of love.

This is me...this is who I am...I cannot change nor do I wish to. Buried at the bottom, looking up towards the light. 

 This is Mika in the flesh...no editing (besides the obvious) no makeup...just me.

I'm almost caught up now!

<3

Mika.